Will anything actually change?

Hey, so what I write about are usually things that bug me or I feel passionate about. Basically you will never see me write an article with the heading “2o facts about me” for instance, because that’s just not me. No offence to people with that kind of style though. So something I always think about is my life and whats actually going to happen.

I’m currently in my first year of University and although I love it, I also really have the urge to just drop everything and get a ticket to anywhere other than here and start a new life. Unfortunately im not sure i’d last very long haha. Maybe it’s because iv been in education for all my life now and it does get very boring. Like, why must we slave away for 21 years just to do something we enjoy. Bit fucked up, is it not?

Either way I have this massive feeling once I graduate im going to feel both relieved and underwhelmed. What the fuck am I doing to do after this? I’m not even sure I want to become a broadcast journalist, hahaha. (What im studying btw) I have no clue what I want to do with my life and that’s coming from a university student. So if you’re sat reading this in secondary school, don’t worry pal, you have forever to decide that and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise!

I have a part time job until the end of Christmas and I definitely could not hack the full time normal day job thing. I feel like working in a shop all my life would just steal my soul and slowly kill me. That’s why I really need to finish University. I just really don’t want to be 60 years old and regretting wasting my life.

Now if you’re still reading then I applaud you because this is probably really fucking boring. This post doesn’t really have a point or a solution but hey, who knows, I might have more thoughts and maybe more interesting ones to come. So if you to follow me that would be appreciated haha.

ps. Sorry for the bad language if that offends you.